RANSVESTIA

Finally, after much talking to him, I convinced him to give me a considerable sum of money to go out and replace the feminine apparel. He was terribly nervous but not as much as I was because I knew nothing of his tastes and also because I am small and I thought it would look very strange for me to be buying such large things. I was fairly successful that first time and I insisted that he model the lingerie (which I had limited myself to so far). I think he almost said. no because he was so afraid of my reaction. My buying the lingerie for him was one thing, but modeling it for me was something else. I convinced him and he very shyly modeled for me. He immediately became very turned on just trying the clothes on. I just couldn't believe it.

We then sat down together and discussed the whole matter. It was remarkable how well I did on my buying spree since he is a large man and I had no idea of sizes, so it was strictly a guessing game for me. As we discussed everything we also talked of our embarassment and found that both of our fears were groundless. I explained to him that I thought it was great to have a lover and a best girl friend all in one (I had always found throughout my life that men made better friends than women. In fact I had had very poor luck with girl friends. They were never as intellectual as men and they couldn't be trusted as much either!) Imagine how excited and lucky I felt to have a lover and a best girl friend all in one.

Shortly after that we were married. I was so excited over things being the way they were, that I just shopped continuously for him. That I could buy for him took precedence over what I bought for myself (even though he was always more than generous towards me). In time I found that when he got so turned on by his clothes, I got turned on too because I could do this for him.

Our sex life could never be more natural or satisfying. There is no doubt that he is in every way a man in bed, no matter what he is dressed in.

Just before Christmas I asked him why he never wore dresses. He replied that he always thought he looked much too masculine to pass (he is 6'2" and weighs 190 pounds) and that he really hadn't thought too much about it past that point. I asked him if he would like some dresses. He said yes, so I went right out and bought him some dresses for Christmas. Not being able to keep a secret I told him. The next

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